Praying you will find good and kind people who love the Lord Jesus on here. As that hope you love your stay. Welcome to the forums. Feel free to post. Don't be shy.
Sometimes my friend you have to wait. And if you do, it would be well worth the wait. Knowing that it comes from God. Let and allow Him to lead and guide you into what He wants you to do. Praying for your safety also in South America!
Praying for you as you really gone through something like that. As I had to get some medication and seek counseling. As it took the right kind of both counseling and medication to get me on the right path. Praying for you my friend. Welcome to the forums.
Hope you enjoy it on here. As really hope that you can one day have Christian friends. As that only God when you lean on Him will help to do so. Praying for you and enjoy your stay. Welcome!