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My name is liliana
I was really in a dark place my junoir year of high school. I struggled with depression, suisicedal thoughts, and self harm. I felt like I deserved the self harm. I felt worthless, mean, ugly, and like a slut. I still have scars from the cuts. Satin was filling my head with lies. thoughts like "you whore!, No one would care if you died, You are worthless." On top of depression I struggled with Lust. I was struggling with it since third grade because I started puberty early. I would feel guilty about that as well. It wasn't untill recent i came back to God and said "God I can't do this, Forgive me lord. Clean my heart lord. Please take me back." then i felt this peace come over me. I felt like the lord said I was always here I love you, trust me. Now I have been a month with out self harm. Praise god!
I was really in a dark place my junoir year of high school. I struggled with depression, suisicedal thoughts, and self harm. I felt like I deserved the self harm. I felt worthless, mean, ugly, and like a slut. I still have scars from the cuts. Satin was filling my head with lies. thoughts like "you whore!, No one would care if you died, You are worthless." On top of depression I struggled with Lust. I was struggling with it since third grade because I started puberty early. I would feel guilty about that as well. It wasn't untill recent i came back to God and said "God I can't do this, Forgive me lord. Clean my heart lord. Please take me back." then i felt this peace come over me. I felt like the lord said I was always here I love you, trust me. Now I have been a month with out self harm. Praise god!