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today i missed the 1st 2 buses to university , it was an important day cause there would be 2 compositions and i had studied sooo much the previous days to be ready for them, i got so sad and frustrated . after the compositions there would be a speech ,so after nearly going back home i decided to catch the next bus so at least i could attend it. on the way i said "God ...i feel so stupid i missed the bus!no...i missed 2 buses even!i probably wont have another opportunity to make those compositions....and i'll fail.....and this! and that!...........well, it's ur will now Father........... wait!im so worried with such an insignificant thing!im not going to worry cause its just compositions, its not worth it!that is being stupid!" then i calmed down and left things in His hands , whatever would happen. when i got in class the teacher was explaining stuff so i wondered hmm they either have already finished writing the compositions or he's still going to give it... when he finished explaining ,everybody got up and went to the speech . later on i asked a friend and she told me that he would give the test but then he decided not to!
things were apparently hopeless , i nearly gave by up going home and indulging in self-pity and feeling a failure etc., i wasnt expecting what happened would happen but even being imperfect, with all worry i felt (which is sin!) and mixed up feelings i made a decision to rest in Him and not worry and asked Him to forgive my lack of trust and He worked things out that way!
i hope this may be an encouragement, knowing that He's in control of everything and works things out for the good of His children.
things were apparently hopeless , i nearly gave by up going home and indulging in self-pity and feeling a failure etc., i wasnt expecting what happened would happen but even being imperfect, with all worry i felt (which is sin!) and mixed up feelings i made a decision to rest in Him and not worry and asked Him to forgive my lack of trust and He worked things out that way!
i hope this may be an encouragement, knowing that He's in control of everything and works things out for the good of His children.