My name is Jeffrey A. Taylor i was Born July 2nd of 1994 Amen.
i had a tough child Hood growing up not the worst but i was difficult i had to Grow up fast had cousins that use to pick on me ect. and around 6 is when i started getting depressed and not understanding why i could not have a girl and why my friends could have love of course i was much to young to really understand those things but i new of sex and about it at a young age.
by 8 or nine i was sexually active with guys including one of my cousins and i was a very angry child did not have a great relationship with my Mother and very stingy and greedy at 9 on top of all that i stumbled upon my first tape of pornography not knowing that it would trap me into a world of lusting and striving to be Loved by someone
i hardly knew my dad i had 4 or 5 dads in my life but one that never dated my mom or married her was like my real dad to me his name was George Morin Jr. and he was always there and took care of me and even when my mom did not understand how to raise me or she was in the wrong he would always be there to help me get on the right track
at 12 or 13 i finally experimented with myself watching porn and from that point it went to every day doing it over and over and being pulled in deeper and deeper by the enemies trap and lusting after women but always getting hurt because i never had a real relationship until i was 15 but im getting ahead of myself
at 14 was one of the worst years of my life George passed away on nov. 10 2009 at 6:35 pm but before he passed away i had done something i regretted and until the Lord broak the soul tie it would sadden me alot 1 month i want to say before my dad passed away and he had cancer real bad i had sexual relation's with a women for china who was like 30 years older then me but i wanted love so bad not knowing it was still the enemy working harder and harder to suppress me so why he was suffering down stairs i was upstairs making a big mistake
at 15 i found my first relationship and fell in love and i know alot of people say your too young to fall in love at that age but i fell in love and could not describe how much i loved this women even though it was a real bad relationship this women was rude and i was still depressed thinking i was ugly,stupid,she didnt deserve a guy like me i would tell her of course she would tell me to shut up lol but even in that we finally got separated in like 6 months just lost contact with each other
16 i started getting into smoking weed and i forgot to say i started rapping at 13 so i got deeper into that and in the whole wanna be gangster thing as well at 13 but 16 i started getting worse i was very angry but of course i did not know it me and my mom argued alot had twin sisters and a baby brother at this point in life was just so angry and full of hatred i did not know what to do and ofcourse i was online by the age of 13 calling women up that where like 15 16 all the way up until i was 16 getting them to do things that a guy should not want a women doing over the phone ect. but i was also scared and still lonely longing for love wanting to fit in but i still could not doing it by 16 i was trying to be lil wayne and doing everything i could i would beat my self up because i could not rap like him
at 17 the same thing but by the end of that year i had an anxiety attack and that would forever change my life i had one of those it felt like my life was going to end i was so scared and i went to the doctor the doctor told me a about kidney disease and from there on out i became a hypochondriac and diagnosed myself with like 13 14 different diseases it got so bad i could not brush my teeth cause i thought if i would i would swallow tooth paste and then my throat would close up and i would die
then right before i turned 18 in may i met an old friend i had met in school only new him for a brief minute in school i bought him donuts once and its just amazing how the Lord works and how He brings to remembrance the little things well anyway he told me he did tattoo's and so awesome and that he raps well i got tattoo'd by him and also heard one of his tracks i did not believe it was him on the tracks and then one day he invited me to the studio but changed his mind about going over there lol so i did not believe him but he invited me a few more times and i finally went to that studio and in that studio and rapper with a passion to make it i got saved in an environment i loved to be in the moment i stepped in
from there the Lord took me on a journey i devoured the word of God i was baptized in the Holy Ghost with the evidence of speaking in tongues in like 3 months after in a pity party i remember i was on the couch and this women came up to me and said would you like me to pray you'll feel better after i pray so she did and she went off into praying in tongues and the next thing you know her sister came over and was doing the same thing and i felt this immense churning in my spirit which was in my stomach i did not know then it was my spirit and i didn't speak right then i went out side and pressed in and came out of my pity party and said God i want the Gift of Tongues alot and instead of just releasing i held it in i gasped lol not knowing by faith i could just let it out well the next day in the shower i pressed in to that and i spoke in tongues for the first time in the shower a full blown prayer language amen God is so Good but i was hungry for it
Got my first spiritual warfare bible God picked out for me around the same time i dont know if it was before or after but i did and i want you to remember this was like august i had got saved in june or early july between june 29-2nd of july i got saved and so i got my bible in august and i devoured the word not even knowing i was seeking God i devoured most of the NT. i seen people get slain in the spirit on youtube did not know what it was and had to ask the person that was Disciplining me what it was he explained it and i was like wow so i watched alot of those videos until one day i found a man of God by the name of David Hogan in November and i learned alot from him about how God moves through a man of God amen and i also got deliverance in November and a one on one session on January second i finally gave Jesus Christ Lordship over my life i was born again but i surrendered to His Lord ship
before December second on new years eve i was told about my current church called the Upper room church and i went to it two weeks after i was told and found out that that was where God wanted me to be i got confirmation found out revival was going to hit and then the next thing that you know i found my pastors name in my bible that He had contributed to my spiritual warfare bible which i had gotten back in august 6 or 7 months before amen and then on top of that i thought david hogan was coming to my church even though it was a different't upper room in Dallas u still got to go and received an impartation amen
in april my pastor started a series on spiritual warfare which my bible is a spiritual warfare bible so more confirmation
since then God has brought clarity and shown me that i am called to the nations amen and that He is going to use me in ministry and that He is raising me up amen God is so Good there is so much more to this and i will add to this form more and more ive been writing this for 40 min and ima share more stories of what God has done but for know amen God is so Good and God bless you all i will be working on this through out the next couple of days might finish it today or tomorrow God Bless you enjoy reading
MaY THE FIRE OF GOD BE UPON YOUR LIFE AND IN YOUR LIFE
i had a tough child Hood growing up not the worst but i was difficult i had to Grow up fast had cousins that use to pick on me ect. and around 6 is when i started getting depressed and not understanding why i could not have a girl and why my friends could have love of course i was much to young to really understand those things but i new of sex and about it at a young age.
by 8 or nine i was sexually active with guys including one of my cousins and i was a very angry child did not have a great relationship with my Mother and very stingy and greedy at 9 on top of all that i stumbled upon my first tape of pornography not knowing that it would trap me into a world of lusting and striving to be Loved by someone
i hardly knew my dad i had 4 or 5 dads in my life but one that never dated my mom or married her was like my real dad to me his name was George Morin Jr. and he was always there and took care of me and even when my mom did not understand how to raise me or she was in the wrong he would always be there to help me get on the right track
at 12 or 13 i finally experimented with myself watching porn and from that point it went to every day doing it over and over and being pulled in deeper and deeper by the enemies trap and lusting after women but always getting hurt because i never had a real relationship until i was 15 but im getting ahead of myself
at 14 was one of the worst years of my life George passed away on nov. 10 2009 at 6:35 pm but before he passed away i had done something i regretted and until the Lord broak the soul tie it would sadden me alot 1 month i want to say before my dad passed away and he had cancer real bad i had sexual relation's with a women for china who was like 30 years older then me but i wanted love so bad not knowing it was still the enemy working harder and harder to suppress me so why he was suffering down stairs i was upstairs making a big mistake
at 15 i found my first relationship and fell in love and i know alot of people say your too young to fall in love at that age but i fell in love and could not describe how much i loved this women even though it was a real bad relationship this women was rude and i was still depressed thinking i was ugly,stupid,she didnt deserve a guy like me i would tell her of course she would tell me to shut up lol but even in that we finally got separated in like 6 months just lost contact with each other
16 i started getting into smoking weed and i forgot to say i started rapping at 13 so i got deeper into that and in the whole wanna be gangster thing as well at 13 but 16 i started getting worse i was very angry but of course i did not know it me and my mom argued alot had twin sisters and a baby brother at this point in life was just so angry and full of hatred i did not know what to do and ofcourse i was online by the age of 13 calling women up that where like 15 16 all the way up until i was 16 getting them to do things that a guy should not want a women doing over the phone ect. but i was also scared and still lonely longing for love wanting to fit in but i still could not doing it by 16 i was trying to be lil wayne and doing everything i could i would beat my self up because i could not rap like him
at 17 the same thing but by the end of that year i had an anxiety attack and that would forever change my life i had one of those it felt like my life was going to end i was so scared and i went to the doctor the doctor told me a about kidney disease and from there on out i became a hypochondriac and diagnosed myself with like 13 14 different diseases it got so bad i could not brush my teeth cause i thought if i would i would swallow tooth paste and then my throat would close up and i would die
then right before i turned 18 in may i met an old friend i had met in school only new him for a brief minute in school i bought him donuts once and its just amazing how the Lord works and how He brings to remembrance the little things well anyway he told me he did tattoo's and so awesome and that he raps well i got tattoo'd by him and also heard one of his tracks i did not believe it was him on the tracks and then one day he invited me to the studio but changed his mind about going over there lol so i did not believe him but he invited me a few more times and i finally went to that studio and in that studio and rapper with a passion to make it i got saved in an environment i loved to be in the moment i stepped in
from there the Lord took me on a journey i devoured the word of God i was baptized in the Holy Ghost with the evidence of speaking in tongues in like 3 months after in a pity party i remember i was on the couch and this women came up to me and said would you like me to pray you'll feel better after i pray so she did and she went off into praying in tongues and the next thing you know her sister came over and was doing the same thing and i felt this immense churning in my spirit which was in my stomach i did not know then it was my spirit and i didn't speak right then i went out side and pressed in and came out of my pity party and said God i want the Gift of Tongues alot and instead of just releasing i held it in i gasped lol not knowing by faith i could just let it out well the next day in the shower i pressed in to that and i spoke in tongues for the first time in the shower a full blown prayer language amen God is so Good but i was hungry for it
Got my first spiritual warfare bible God picked out for me around the same time i dont know if it was before or after but i did and i want you to remember this was like august i had got saved in june or early july between june 29-2nd of july i got saved and so i got my bible in august and i devoured the word not even knowing i was seeking God i devoured most of the NT. i seen people get slain in the spirit on youtube did not know what it was and had to ask the person that was Disciplining me what it was he explained it and i was like wow so i watched alot of those videos until one day i found a man of God by the name of David Hogan in November and i learned alot from him about how God moves through a man of God amen and i also got deliverance in November and a one on one session on January second i finally gave Jesus Christ Lordship over my life i was born again but i surrendered to His Lord ship
before December second on new years eve i was told about my current church called the Upper room church and i went to it two weeks after i was told and found out that that was where God wanted me to be i got confirmation found out revival was going to hit and then the next thing that you know i found my pastors name in my bible that He had contributed to my spiritual warfare bible which i had gotten back in august 6 or 7 months before amen and then on top of that i thought david hogan was coming to my church even though it was a different't upper room in Dallas u still got to go and received an impartation amen
in april my pastor started a series on spiritual warfare which my bible is a spiritual warfare bible so more confirmation
since then God has brought clarity and shown me that i am called to the nations amen and that He is going to use me in ministry and that He is raising me up amen God is so Good there is so much more to this and i will add to this form more and more ive been writing this for 40 min and ima share more stories of what God has done but for know amen God is so Good and God bless you all i will be working on this through out the next couple of days might finish it today or tomorrow God Bless you enjoy reading
MaY THE FIRE OF GOD BE UPON YOUR LIFE AND IN YOUR LIFE
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