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Hi everybody!
I hope that you all are have had an amazing Christmas....
But yeah... I want to share something what happened yesterday...
So, I was talking to my boyfriend on phone and later, as we are used to do, were praying before we're going to sleep. When he asked do I want to pray with him, I had a feeling that I should not do that... But yeah, I was thinking like "Body usually don't want to pray and I have to win over my body". He started to pray. His prayer was pretty strange... I didn't even got why. He was saying all these good things, but most of time he was saying "In that huge pain and sorrow what we have, we know that You are with us"... After he prayed he asked "How are you?". I was a litle bit shocked after his prayer but I said "Yes, I'm fine". Then he " Are you sure?", me "yeah...". Then he said something what I don't remember and I just felt something coming over me and then I felt so bad... I was so afraid for nothing, I could cry and scream... When I was closing my eyes I was seeing hell and burning people there. Then I gone to the toilet. And I was seeing all the things around me just moving... All what I was looking at, it was making me more scared. I saw red color around me... I didn't knew what to do... Then I came back and talked to him again, he prayed for me again, because I said that I'm not so fine right now. Then he told me a story which he just got in his minds. He asked again, how I'm doing now and what do I think about that story, I said that it was really good and it made me feel a litle better... Then he said, okay, if you don't want to pray, you don't have to, I know that you will pray before you are sleeping, right? I said that right... After all this I asked my younger sister to pray with me, because all others were sleeping already. After our prayer I was feeling good again and everything was okay, like before.
And I want to ask. What was that? Why it was? Why it's happening like that? My boyfriend is christian, why it happened after he prayed? Why he was asking how I'm feeling? Why he knew that that story will help?... And how did he knew that I will pray after that?....
Pleas, give me an answer and pleas, pray for me and my boyfriend...
God bless you, everyone...
Ruta.
I hope that you all are have had an amazing Christmas....
But yeah... I want to share something what happened yesterday...
So, I was talking to my boyfriend on phone and later, as we are used to do, were praying before we're going to sleep. When he asked do I want to pray with him, I had a feeling that I should not do that... But yeah, I was thinking like "Body usually don't want to pray and I have to win over my body". He started to pray. His prayer was pretty strange... I didn't even got why. He was saying all these good things, but most of time he was saying "In that huge pain and sorrow what we have, we know that You are with us"... After he prayed he asked "How are you?". I was a litle bit shocked after his prayer but I said "Yes, I'm fine". Then he " Are you sure?", me "yeah...". Then he said something what I don't remember and I just felt something coming over me and then I felt so bad... I was so afraid for nothing, I could cry and scream... When I was closing my eyes I was seeing hell and burning people there. Then I gone to the toilet. And I was seeing all the things around me just moving... All what I was looking at, it was making me more scared. I saw red color around me... I didn't knew what to do... Then I came back and talked to him again, he prayed for me again, because I said that I'm not so fine right now. Then he told me a story which he just got in his minds. He asked again, how I'm doing now and what do I think about that story, I said that it was really good and it made me feel a litle better... Then he said, okay, if you don't want to pray, you don't have to, I know that you will pray before you are sleeping, right? I said that right... After all this I asked my younger sister to pray with me, because all others were sleeping already. After our prayer I was feeling good again and everything was okay, like before.
And I want to ask. What was that? Why it was? Why it's happening like that? My boyfriend is christian, why it happened after he prayed? Why he was asking how I'm feeling? Why he knew that that story will help?... And how did he knew that I will pray after that?....
Pleas, give me an answer and pleas, pray for me and my boyfriend...
God bless you, everyone...
Ruta.