So, I'm from another land and last year, we migrated to Europe. I'm just from a simple family and there wasn't any musicality in our family at all. Yet when I was 9, I started to sing. My eyes are always looking to the music ministry of the church. My voice is not so good but I sing on the beat and in tune. But it wasn't that great at all. Yet while I was growing the music ministry saw my desire in music and they let me sang in back ups back then. And then I also wanted to learn to play the piano. Because my family was not that rich to afford tutorial, I studied on my own. I can't read notes though but I can play through hearing. Some of the things are not known to me, but I can still find them in the piano. I'm not really talented but really have a strong desire in music. When we moved to Europe and attended a new church, I received a prophecy; that I was called to be a psalmist. The worship leader of that church, a professional musician, is now training me with playing the piano and then later on, with singing. I'm his only student whom he teaches free. I don't know what he saw in me, but he bought me a really expensive piano just for me to practice. I'm really thankful for that. But there are people who keeps on comparing me to my other churchmate. She's also studying under our worship leader and went in a music school before. Because we're both singing and playing the piano, there's always a comparison. Of course I know I'm no better than her. I know I'm not supposed to feel this way but it's sad that I can't do better. I'm doing my best to learn but I'm surrounded with professionals that I am becoming small. Our worship leader, I don't know what he saw in me but he's really patient in teaching me for almost 8 months. My knowledge, compared to them, is really low. But I can see his courage and determination to teach me. He even told me that I am one of his best students. I'm thankful for him. But for the moment, I am frustrated because I want to learn faster and improve yet no one sees that and even compares me to someone way better than I am. Maybe someone out there can help me? I know that the Lord sees me special and I'm not supposed to feel frustrated but yeah, can't help it.