My heart goes out to you. I wish I had some good advice that has not already been stated. But know you are being supported here by many who are keeping you in prayer. In the spiritual, you have an army behind you. Go will somehow turn what was meant for bad into something good.
For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds...For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
2nd Cor 10:4, 12 - KJV
For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds...For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
2nd Cor 10:4, 12 - KJV