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I don't remember the day I was saved but I know how God delivered me from drugs and alcohol and cussing and complete darkness. I remember being so high I thought I had overdosed and I truly believed I was going to die. I lay on a back porch at my uncles house no one was home I was all alone. I just lay on my back and looked up at the sky and I remember thinking, just thinking to myself, God please help me. I know God came down that day and healed me and brought me out of the state I was in. I am so thankful I didn't die that day. I had been in church since I was eight yrs old but I drifted away from church with my boyfriend I had at the time we were around seventeen, eightteen yrs of age. About six or seven years ago I started to go back to church with my moma. I remember going but I would just be there not really listening just going to be going. One day while I was at home and moma was at work and my brother was somewhere else I went to God in prayer I bowed on my knees in our living room and cried out to God to save me I pleaded for Him to turn my life around I didn't want to be a bad person I wanted to follow Him. I weeped at His feet. He saved me and turned my life totally around. I was supposed to spend a year in jail for possession of a controlled subtance and dui's but somehow the Lord moved on the judge and He dismissed my charge. I am so grateful to Him for changing my life. He truly does set free the bound. I fight everyday against this flesh but it is so much easier with me allowing God to take the reins in my life. I know I am desperately waiting to see His face. My heart belongs to Him. He has saved me from suicidal places in my life I spent a week in a place for children who tried to committ suicide. He has tooken all the suicidal thoughts out of my mind. I love Him for all He has done for me I grew up without my dad and my dad is still running from God but I pray for Him each night. My moma has raised me and my brother with God as our leader.