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WE ALL HAVE TO BE ACCOUNTABLE FOR OUR ACTIONS. I CHEATED ON MY WIFE. REGARDLESS OF THE REASONS WHY, AND WHAT I FELT WAS NOT RIGHT FROM HER END, I AM DEAD WRONG AND I KNOW IT, AND WHEN CONFRONTED WITH IT DID NOT DENY ANYTHING. I LOVE MY WIFE WITH ALL MY HEART, MIND, BODY AND SOUL, BUT I ALLOWED FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS TO INTERFER WITH THAT LOVE.I MADE MY BED AND I HAVE TO LAY IN IT, BUT I DO NOT BY ANY STRETCH OF THE IMAGINATION WANT TO LOSE MY WIFE. IT HAS BEEN A WEEK SINCE OUR INCIDENT, AND A WEEK OF NOT SEEING HER OR TALKING TO HER. NOT TO APPLY FOR ANY SYMPATHY, BUT I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO DO NOTHING BUT CRY, WHILE TRYING TO STAY POSITIVE AND PRAYED UP. I KNOW THAT THE LORD CAN WORK THIS OUT, AND ALREADY HAS WORKED THIS OUT, ITS JUST NOT TIME FOR ME TO KNOW YET.