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"Jesus, You know what Dreda wrote; that she doesn't want to think about it anymore. I can only imagine what she's been through 
. Sir, please take away the memories of what happened to her, if You will. If You need to show her something else about it, please do so so that she can learn from the experience, but Lord, PLEASE don't let the memory be traumatic anymore, Sir. In Your precious Name, Jesus, amen."
. Sir, please take away the memories of what happened to her, if You will. If You need to show her something else about it, please do so so that she can learn from the experience, but Lord, PLEASE don't let the memory be traumatic anymore, Sir. In Your precious Name, Jesus, amen."
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A sad note, You will probably remember a lot of things you don't want to. The mind stores stuff even when we don't want it. Often during the course of life many, like yourself, fall victim to negative and/or abusive circumstances. This has a way of creating a programmed way of thinking negative. Depression is the term. This requires a little effort to overcome and I would strongly suggest professional counseling in those cases. Counselors are God's bandage for the mind. I went to counseling for some time, worked out great. The key is to change the programming. You mentioned that you tended to return to asking God to forgiving you for doubt or why He wasn't healing you. He is. Just remember that it takes time and a sudden miraculous healing is not always a good idea. Some more emotional healing needs to take time, it took time to get injured, it is best to take time to heal. It's a process of 'relearning' what was not properly taught in the first place. Do not be misguided. There are negative influences at work around us at all times. I have confronted demonic influences at many turns in my life as well as others. Continue in your search for peace in Christ and you will find He was searching for you all along. Oh, by the way, You aren't going anywhere soon, taken early, God has a work to do in you to make you ready. That also takes time.