I am an enigma. Intellectually I believe God is at the center of all things. And I believe with my heart and soul, as well as with my rational faculties that have spent years reasoning things out. Yet with all that said, I honestly awaken each day frightened as to what the day will bring, even though I know God will walk with me if I walk with him. Trouble is, evil and temptation lurk everywhere too. And its easy to succumb to, and to not do God's work (which I know I need to do to truly make his Word come alive in my life and in others). But yet, I press on. I pray for the strength to continue to do so, and that all others will have the strength to do so too.