I understand you. I know the emotions flowing through you, as your breaths become shallow and deep. You see your situation and are hurting. You are angry, and distraught. I know these feelings all too well, as I know what its like to be trodden down by looking in the mirror. You might even blame God, and direct some of your frustrations towards Him. He, however, isn't to blame.
How can we be angry at God, who is the one that can deliver us? He can heal, and set free. As much as we think upon God's sovereignty and why we are in our particular situation, let us keep in mind that He still holds the key to our victory. Don't be angry with God, rather seek His deliverance and mercy. He is gracious and kind. Read His word and see who He is. Of all the things God has shown in His word it is that He is faithful to fulfill His word.
So, yes, I understand you. I know the emotions flowing through you. You are not alone in such a mindset of solitude, but there is solidarity. God is not the one to be blamed. Repent. He is your deliver, and He loves you. Seek Him, for He is good and gracious.
How can we be angry at God, who is the one that can deliver us? He can heal, and set free. As much as we think upon God's sovereignty and why we are in our particular situation, let us keep in mind that He still holds the key to our victory. Don't be angry with God, rather seek His deliverance and mercy. He is gracious and kind. Read His word and see who He is. Of all the things God has shown in His word it is that He is faithful to fulfill His word.
So, yes, I understand you. I know the emotions flowing through you. You are not alone in such a mindset of solitude, but there is solidarity. God is not the one to be blamed. Repent. He is your deliver, and He loves you. Seek Him, for He is good and gracious.