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Have you ever felt like there was no one that you could confide in? No one you could talk to? I feel like I'm all alone in this world. I mean I have a great family, 2 great best friends but no one that I can truly share my heart with. I know God is there, He has always been here. I know I can talk to him, but it's not the same as a physical person actually sitting there looking you in the eye and telling you it's all going to be ok. Every thing will work out. I love you for you and that's it. I have never had that true love feeling, never even a fake love feeling.. lol... I don't really talk much but I feel so much like I need to talk. But I can't get it out. My mom is here for me and she begs me to talk to her, but how can I really talk to my mom. She doesn't understand me, she loves me with all her heart and would do anything for me. She's a great woman of God but I just feel like she would yell at me for how I feel, and I can't make her just listen. She always has to say something back. I guess I need lessons in communication... I do not know how to be a conversationalist. I wish I was. Being alone is such a hard thing sometimes. I was just getting happy again at my job and then I lost it. Now I sit on the couch most of the time online, watching tv alone. all day. I have a job that's only 2 hours a day and I've started to volunteer at a place, so that's helping get me out of the house. I feel like i'm dying inside.
Anyone have any idea's or suggestions on how I can get out of this slump i'm in? I'm applying at every job that doesn't require a degree, I just feel like I need to shout out loud and stomp all around and have some sort of emotion to get me awake. I can't get out what I want to say in how i'm feeling.
Thanks.
Hannah
Anyone have any idea's or suggestions on how I can get out of this slump i'm in? I'm applying at every job that doesn't require a degree, I just feel like I need to shout out loud and stomp all around and have some sort of emotion to get me awake. I can't get out what I want to say in how i'm feeling.
Thanks.
Hannah