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Has something ever happened thats just made you realize how much of a bad person you are? I screwed up so bad like I was just hanging out with my boyfriend and some of his friends and we were really high and drunk and hes 18 so he was driving too and then we got pulled over by the police so yea that wasnt good. I had to stay in a cell until my parents came to get me and it was so awful. Like I didnt get charged with anything but then the police were trying get my bf in trouble because hes been like properly arrested for it cos hes been caught a few times before and then like because the sex age limit is 16 they were tryna get me to make a statement against him but we never had sex so they cant charge him with that anyway. But like the police saw my cuts and stuff so they gave my parents the name of this hospital place Ill put a link down when I find it but it looks horrible and my parents are thinking of sending me there cos they deal with like drugs and cutting and eating problems and all that but once you go there youre basically just labelled as crazy forever now and like Ive only just started to actually like try at school and my grades are getting better but now all thats messed up cos Im just gonna get sent away. Like I know that I need to stop I dont want to end up in jail or dead or anything but I dont want to go there either I just want things to be normal and happy again.