After talking to my artsie bug about marriage today I just wanted to write down my fantasy of being with her.
I don't want a big fancy wedding but the wedding itself will be amazing if God ever is willing.
I can see us in a beauty cool area close to night with small streams running everywhere making the most quiet rushing water sounds and fireflies everywhere lighting up the night with the stars and a cool breeze that feels wonderful on your skin candles everywhere for light that give off a sweet aroma and everything just has that simple and blissful feel to it while radiating beauty and joy.
As steph and I get up to make our vows I look at her dead in the eyes and she looks away real quick blushing but then looking back into my eyes and as for our rings being the silly goof balls we are instead of rings( although we will give each other rings afterwards) we are each hold a stuffed toy mine is a cute pikachu in a tux with a top hat hers is an eevee with a wedding gown and tiara and after exchanging them and say I do we kiss and begin as one.
This is but one of the fantasies I have had when imagining being able to marry her and it always makes me feel warm inside. But like family Marriage is very important to me I will not make those vows unless I know in my heart I will keep them no matter what. Most people make these vows but when times hard and their at each others throats those vows mean nothing and are thrown out the window.
I don't expect things to always be easy I have grown up seeing what marriage is these days how little it matters to people how easy it is for divorce and this isn't what God taught me marriage is about. I didn't learn what marriage is from my mom or dad or from the people I should have learned it from I learned it from God directly.
I know that love is not always that lovey dovey happy go lucky everything is perfect kind of thing in fact love is long suffering and has to be because love has it's ups and downs and we may even be at each others throats sometimes our bond my bend maybe even severely but it will never break because I remember the vows I made. Even if for whatever reason she was unfaithful with another man which I highly doubt I would still love her and would not divorce her because I didn't marry a human that makes mistakes sometimes I married the heart I knew and fell madly in love with being human and making mistakes just comes with the package ♥
I don't want a big fancy wedding but the wedding itself will be amazing if God ever is willing.
I can see us in a beauty cool area close to night with small streams running everywhere making the most quiet rushing water sounds and fireflies everywhere lighting up the night with the stars and a cool breeze that feels wonderful on your skin candles everywhere for light that give off a sweet aroma and everything just has that simple and blissful feel to it while radiating beauty and joy.
As steph and I get up to make our vows I look at her dead in the eyes and she looks away real quick blushing but then looking back into my eyes and as for our rings being the silly goof balls we are instead of rings( although we will give each other rings afterwards) we are each hold a stuffed toy mine is a cute pikachu in a tux with a top hat hers is an eevee with a wedding gown and tiara and after exchanging them and say I do we kiss and begin as one.
This is but one of the fantasies I have had when imagining being able to marry her and it always makes me feel warm inside. But like family Marriage is very important to me I will not make those vows unless I know in my heart I will keep them no matter what. Most people make these vows but when times hard and their at each others throats those vows mean nothing and are thrown out the window.
I don't expect things to always be easy I have grown up seeing what marriage is these days how little it matters to people how easy it is for divorce and this isn't what God taught me marriage is about. I didn't learn what marriage is from my mom or dad or from the people I should have learned it from I learned it from God directly.
I know that love is not always that lovey dovey happy go lucky everything is perfect kind of thing in fact love is long suffering and has to be because love has it's ups and downs and we may even be at each others throats sometimes our bond my bend maybe even severely but it will never break because I remember the vows I made. Even if for whatever reason she was unfaithful with another man which I highly doubt I would still love her and would not divorce her because I didn't marry a human that makes mistakes sometimes I married the heart I knew and fell madly in love with being human and making mistakes just comes with the package ♥