Hi I really need help I fear I commited the unforgivable sin Sooo i was explaining this to some people online So saying the name of the Holy Spirit and say he’s demonic u commit the sin u have to blaspheme his works??His works or his name ?? Cause I remember I once got mad at god and said holy spirt is dem** I was confessing that to some people online and then I also confess that to my mom with my mouth many times because I kept having those thoughts in my head after I read what it ment sooo I was scare of my thinking does that count as a sin because I couldn’t stop thinking what Jesus said or what that sin ment after i read it i couldn’t stop thinking about day and night and then I was confessing it to a lot of people or does god know I’m worry ?? cause I’m sooo worried because mark chapter 3 verse 20-30 says if u call him a devil there will be no forgiveness please don’t judge my writing I just need help !!! Do u think it’s a sin if I confessed it to people about what I said about the holy spirt like I would tell them that I said the holy spirt is dem** I confess that to people with my mouth because I was worried do u think it’s still a sin by confessing that with my mouth?? or does god understand me??? I'm in fear and depress
Because I couldn't controll my thinking sooo each time I was thinking that in my head years it all started on 2012 till now I would always run to my mom or to people and tell them about what I said about the holy spirt and I also showed them how I said it in my mind with mouth
this obsession came since the first time I saw the scripture about the blasphemy against the spirt I couldn't read something else in the bible I would just focus only in that scripture and then all this happen
what should I do now???