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Ok, first post here, but i've been hiding in the shadows for quite some time now. I have myself a bit of a problem. I never thought I would have to say this, but it has to do with a girl. 0_o
A while ago, I re-connected with a girl I had a crush on when I was a bit younger. Things seemed to be going well and progressing smoothly until I met some of her friends. I wasn't impressed with her friends, and I felt this was God telling me to break it off. I prayed about this for a long and did break contact with her. After I did break contact I felt incredible, but ever since that point I've seemed to go downhill spiritually. I don't really talk with God all that often anymore, and I don't read all that often either. A close friend on mine told me it looks like I am resenting God for "taking away" her, and because of that I am pulling away from God. I don't feel that way since I felt God was leading me to break it off with said girl. At any rate I know I am not close to God at all, and that is starting to bother me more than ever.
I'm just looking for any advice or tips on how to get past this spiritual state I am in, and I figured at least one of you fellow singles would have some advice. I know i'm in a bad state and I need to get out, but honestly everything I've tried hasn't really worked yet. Help the green n00b please!
A while ago, I re-connected with a girl I had a crush on when I was a bit younger. Things seemed to be going well and progressing smoothly until I met some of her friends. I wasn't impressed with her friends, and I felt this was God telling me to break it off. I prayed about this for a long and did break contact with her. After I did break contact I felt incredible, but ever since that point I've seemed to go downhill spiritually. I don't really talk with God all that often anymore, and I don't read all that often either. A close friend on mine told me it looks like I am resenting God for "taking away" her, and because of that I am pulling away from God. I don't feel that way since I felt God was leading me to break it off with said girl. At any rate I know I am not close to God at all, and that is starting to bother me more than ever.
I'm just looking for any advice or tips on how to get past this spiritual state I am in, and I figured at least one of you fellow singles would have some advice. I know i'm in a bad state and I need to get out, but honestly everything I've tried hasn't really worked yet. Help the green n00b please!