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Hi guys, after some time of drifting further and further from the Lord I have reflected on my life and hate it. I will use an analogy I heard in church... A kid goes to a fairground, he's looking around all excited and just wants to do everything at once. He hears the sounds, the laughter, the music. He sees the smiles, the flashing lights, the bright eyes of these happy people. He smells the candy, the hotdogs. In his excitement he lets go of his daddy's hand. For a while he is ok on his own, he is too excited to even notice that he is not next to his dad anymore, he drifts further away. Then after some time he looks around and it doesn't look exciting anymore, it looks scary, he realises that he isn't having fun without his daddy. That is how i feel. I have drifted and 'enjoyed' what the world has to offer and it's worthless, I don't want those things anymore.
Now I have a life set up in an environment I don't want to be a part of, but I'm not sure if I can maintain my friendships with some of my friends now that I'm changing my behaviour. Please pray for guidance for me. Please pray that the Lord will give me strength on my journey back to Him. Please pray that I do not give in and once again succumb to Earthly pleasures.
Prayers and words of encouragement will be appreciated.
Thank you
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Now I have a life set up in an environment I don't want to be a part of, but I'm not sure if I can maintain my friendships with some of my friends now that I'm changing my behaviour. Please pray for guidance for me. Please pray that the Lord will give me strength on my journey back to Him. Please pray that I do not give in and once again succumb to Earthly pleasures.
Prayers and words of encouragement will be appreciated.
Thank you
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