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I need God's help, since November 24 after I found out about my wife's affair I surrendered my soul to Jesus, quit drinking and started praying for our marriage things seem to get worse, the more I pray and commit my self to the Lord, my wife seems to get closer to the person she's committing adultery with, she is now colder and more open about texting, calling and going to the guy's house to sleep over, she actually told me last Friday January 11 she's upset that I'm changing, that why now why not before, that why did I have to change now that she's with someone else, that the only reason I'm praying is coz she's with him, she said she prefers me to be a drunk again instead of being close to God because I make things hard for her, said she knows how to deal with me drunk but now doesn't know how to deal with me, God is there no salvation for my marriage and family? Please Lord help, my heart aches and the tears won't stop, God please save us