Okay, this is kinda biblical so here it goes...
Lately I have goten into a extreme sport that I risk my life every time I do it(down hill long-boarding). It is not like I might die, it's more like if I fall I might live... The speeds I am reaching are getting even faster... I am driving miles just to find a bigger hill... I have reached speeds of 45 and 50mph (on public roads), and they don't seem to fill my thirst for the sport... I want to go faster and faster... I just seem to need to fill my need for speed...
Is it right for me to risk my life for fun? Looking at humanities standards I say yes, do what you love. You have the right to pursue your happiness... But is it just in God's eyes? I am not getting scared of these speeds or the sport, in fact they make me want more... But I have come to the conclusion that since I am starting to do these speeds at night for more thrill; I might die... And is it okay to die for a sport?
LOL I am trying to find a way to convey my thoughts into words and I just can not give my thoughts justice... In all does God understand my extreme want and love for this sport, (By understand I kinda mean support). Or does he wish for me to stop... Anything I have ever done that is against His will; He kinda shows me signs about my evils... But nothing is happening on this... I was waiting for God to basically say stop trying to kill yourself, but it hasn't happened... So now I am over thinking this whole ordeal, and my mind loves to over think and come up with the worst case scenario... But I am starting to love the adrenalin rush more and more...
Before the sun comes up and the light is just starting to show, I grab my board and search for hills... When it gets to dark, I find a car to tail me so I can have its headlights lighting up the road... I spend hours of maintenance my board... I love this sport more then any other sport I have ever done...
Lately I have goten into a extreme sport that I risk my life every time I do it(down hill long-boarding). It is not like I might die, it's more like if I fall I might live... The speeds I am reaching are getting even faster... I am driving miles just to find a bigger hill... I have reached speeds of 45 and 50mph (on public roads), and they don't seem to fill my thirst for the sport... I want to go faster and faster... I just seem to need to fill my need for speed...
Is it right for me to risk my life for fun? Looking at humanities standards I say yes, do what you love. You have the right to pursue your happiness... But is it just in God's eyes? I am not getting scared of these speeds or the sport, in fact they make me want more... But I have come to the conclusion that since I am starting to do these speeds at night for more thrill; I might die... And is it okay to die for a sport?
LOL I am trying to find a way to convey my thoughts into words and I just can not give my thoughts justice... In all does God understand my extreme want and love for this sport, (By understand I kinda mean support). Or does he wish for me to stop... Anything I have ever done that is against His will; He kinda shows me signs about my evils... But nothing is happening on this... I was waiting for God to basically say stop trying to kill yourself, but it hasn't happened... So now I am over thinking this whole ordeal, and my mind loves to over think and come up with the worst case scenario... But I am starting to love the adrenalin rush more and more...
Before the sun comes up and the light is just starting to show, I grab my board and search for hills... When it gets to dark, I find a car to tail me so I can have its headlights lighting up the road... I spend hours of maintenance my board... I love this sport more then any other sport I have ever done...
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