Desperatly need Gods help.

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fallen82

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Okay,
As some of you may know my walk with the Lord hasnt been the greatest. I grew up in a christian home, at a christian school, with many christian friends. When it came time to move to highschool, I had to go to a public school. I made lots of friends and started getting into drinking and drugs. I stopped going to church and started partying. When I was 18 I whent to Mexico with my cousin and did ALOT of partying there. One night i got really drunk and well............did something that I had wanted to wait untill i was maried to do. As the years whent by I continued drinking, druging, having sex and all that other junk. Eventually I got into porn as well. This whole time I still believed in Jesus and considerd myself a christian. I new what i was doing was wrong, but never really gave it much thought. In my senior year of high school, I met my current girlfriend and eventually ended up having a little girl with her. My partying days are pretty much over, but i still live with all those adictions. Ive been with my girlfriend now for 11 years and our daughter is five.
Now for the past few years Ive been living with all this conviction, wondering how God could accept me into heaven considering I was doing all this stuff. I would lay in bed at night and cry till i fell asleep. I would cry because I knew the wrong I had done, and was afaid I had already seald my fait. I also new that the Lord had seen what I had done, ALL of it. Finally about a month ago something clicked in my head. I thought " How can I call myself a christian and spread the word and still do all this. Currently I have pretty much given up all my secular music, which was a Big part in my life. I am currently trying to quit smoking, cigs and pot, Ive decided to quit drinking, which is going prett good. I AM however having a hard time with the whole porn thing. I have been doing ALOT better now that i have this site to come to.
I want the Lord to be the biggest part of my life over all. I want to be filled with him every day. I want all these temptations and addictions to be over.
If you guys could pray for my girlfriend as well? Shes not a believer.
 
grace

grace

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You have been very open and honest. I respect that. You have my prayers. Take care.
 
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Beeb0

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I will be praying for you aswell. Remember, when we turn to our God for forgiveness, he removes all of those burdens of the past, rest assured that if you seek forgiveness from the heart, you shall receive it.
 
Stand_Up_4_God

Stand_Up_4_God

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Aw it's goig to get better,and believe me, you'll have support from people on here like you never thought of before! Sometimes in life, those nights of breaking down and crying is what it takes to draw us to repent of our wrongs and sins. It really opens our eyes and hearts to what we don't really want to fess up to, but we must remember God doesn't condemn us, however He does convict us. Romans 8:1 says There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit. Verse 2 says For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus hath made me free from the law of sin and death.

I don't know your heart, only you and the Lord Himself do. I'm not going to judge, however I will tell you this. From the conversations we've had, you have a gift from God, in fact many. You've really been there for me, helped me out, and everything. Also, there's a difference in guilt and in conviction. The difference is this, guilt is where satan say "how could a Christian do such a thing, look at you, you aren't a real Christian, are you?" and he makes you wonder and question your salvation. Conviction is when the Lord says to us, in a still, small, peaceful, yet powerful way,(not powerful as to scare us, but in a way to get our attention and the point across) "now my child, you know this isn't right, you know what's right and wrong, turn from thy wrong, sinful, and wicked ways that aren't Godly ones, run to me, seek me, ask forgiveness, and it shall be forgiven, mercy and grace shall come thy way, and peace I leave with you, not the peace of the world either, but my own peace".

Be of good cheer, although it's not easy at all to do. I'm here for you no matter what, and you know if you need anything at all, just come find me, or message me on here or msn or whatever.I'll do my best to help you out, I'll be praying, and God bless you so much!
 
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Veronica32

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WOW, God can handle anything you give him!!! Just give it to him. It takes time in your own self to believe that you are healed and delivered. I was into drugs, drinking and porn myself. I havent done meth in 15months, or drank in near one month and as for the porn I just don't go there anymore cause I want would GOD has made to be pure, whole and not made dirty. I remember I would cry over all my addictions, since I have many, but I got help. I see a christian counselor who is also a pastor. I go to a christian faith based 12 step recovery group called Recovery Unlimited. And I made a big step I got a sponsor to help me through this, and the greatest thing shes a christian and when Im crying on the phone, she begins praying for me. Not later at that moment. I have to pray at times then and there in my heart and give it to GOD when Im in that moment of weakness, hopelessness, lonelyness. GOD pulls through and gives me the strenth in trusting him another day or another moment. I do this everyday at times, and its getting better. I pray that when you feel weak that instead of giving into the addiction give into GOD. After a time of doing this you will realize that its easier to just turn it all over to Him.
 
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Aliciaforjesus

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The only unforgivable sin is unbelief. We are not judge by the Law of sin and death, we have been freed from that the moment we believed in Jesus! We are to worship the Lord in Spirit and in truth! In others words from the heart and in reality! We should be able to as believers to stand before Jesus naked, like Adam and Eve did before they fell. Paul said I try to do right, but I always do what I don't want too! Paul said the answer is Jesus! The Lord is very patient and kind, he's not in any big hurry! Father I ask that you give this person revelation on the scripture You will never leave them nor forsake them, and bring understanding to what salvation is! Don't let the devil bring comdemnation to you for past things, they are under the blood! God knows your heart better than You and know our stuggles and burdons. He sent His Son because we all fall short, we are saved by Grace not by works.
Listen, the devil uses the Law to try and trap us in comdemnation, read the book of Gal.
You are on the right track, do not fear, the Lord is with you always!
 
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