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I have been married 19 years and found out in June my husband has been having homosexual affairs for the past 10 years. The thing is I dont hate him and torn on my decision. I have been to counseling, etc, exhausted on my part. He went 2 times and stopped. We were in ministry for our entire marriage and this has devastated me. My biggest issue is trust and am so confused of my decisions. Some days I think im make the right one..other days I dont. We have 4 kids and this is what makes it so hard. Im still with him at home and things are "ok" as far as fighting better, etc. Has anyone else out there had this issue with homosexual affair? thanks