I have a lot of respect for this statement right here.
One of the most inspiring things for me (not the most, but up on the list), is the testimony of many people who have fought this battle.
[video]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aqdQ6_MAH2A[/video]
It's really inspiring
Thanks for sharing that
Kayleigh, yeah..I had similar experience from you. The difference that i was more attracted to lust. I did some horrible thing which abided to it. Sometimes, I had lustful thought and literally to almost everyone. I even sometimes thinking of how gays had sex or being intimate. It was sinful and yes i was being tempted. But Christ has saved me. Deep in my heart i know it's wrong, but i just couldn't stop it (I think it's similar to you in this way).
It took me like 1 year to stop the actions, half a year to start a new life with Christ(I had repented, but "re"repent again) and another year to segregate it from my life (although sometimes these thoughts suddenly come into my mind). It's hard to renounce it, I know but with prayer, it actually really helps.
I've started reading bible again, going to church again, meeting with fellow christians, listening to hymn and it actually helps my determination stands firm.
I think your problem, your wonder and thoughts wouldn't just go away in a click. It takes time, step by step but always remember, He is there holding your hand in walking this difficult path.
It would be really easy if you just abide to the temptation. However, you would lose the fulfillment and hope in your life. God makes those laws because it's good for us. We follow these rules out of love don't we?
Ok, I'll stop being nuisance. You have our support and His care and you'll get through it by letting Him works in your life, I guarantee