I can relate to you perfectly, Jordache. I've grown up watching episodes (thanks to my mother) of A Baby Story, Adoption Stories, I Didn't Know I Was Pregnant, and other shows as such. I have four Godchildren who are my world and I treat them as if they were my own. Elijah is 7, Isaiah is almost 6, Tony is 3, and Nora is 2. I also have three nephews who are 9, 7, and 5 although I have never met them or spoken with them. Children are the next "us," the next generation coming up to serve the Lord. My dream is to have one boy and one girl; I've had names picked out for the them for the last three years, it is just a matter of either A) meeting the right man that God has appointed to marry and have the children with or B) coming up with the financial blessing to be able to adopt them. I loved working with children in my two daycare jobs and I love being able to have a relationship with my Godchildren and watch them grow up. I cry just as hard as their mother does when they hit certain milestones. It is amazing to me. Yes, I would like to one day be a mother. In fact, I will even date a man who already has children because it would make it so much easier physically and I would have a chance to be a positive role model in their lives. Oh, the thoughts that run through my head ...