I'm sorry for posting so much recently, but this is something I really can;t get off my mind and has haunted me for years. I've heard a lot of Christians talking about the End Times, and how the Second Coming of Jesus is near, and I realize a lot of you guys probably believe that too. And I know you guys probably look at this as a good thing, which I've been trying to, but I can't look at the end of the world as a good thing. To make it clear, I'm flat out scared, crippled in tears and misery. I read a prediction how on September 23rd this year there would be the consolations of Vigro and Leo in the sky, representing the woman and the red dragon in Revelations chapter 12. Then I read how a few years ago there were blood moons as also predicted in Revelations. They said after the 23rd there would be 1,260 days of the apocalypse where the devil would rage upon us and deceive us, leading to the coming of Christ in 2021 (after 7 years.) I've been reading this and piecing it together, and it makes sense. It also says Christ will return during the generation of Israel, whom became a nation in 1948, and since a generation is 70-80 years, that would be 2018-2020. Basically I'm extremely scared and have been for a long time. I don't want to live through 3.5 years of apocalyptic cases and be scared for years. I'm in tears, and feel so scared. Can someone please help somehow?