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At first God gave me clear answers, now I can't seem to find him...
Hello, I'm Traci, I'm nineteen, a strong believer in Jesus, and i need help and advice BADLY.
I am torn in two directions, here is my problem:
I got married at eighteen to a man who I loved very much. We were married for six months, and then after leaving my family and moving across the country to Seattle WA with him, he left me.
I was heartbroken.
I moved home to Colorado to be near my family.
I stayed in Colorado a grand total of three days before God gave me this strange and very clear message to move. Its a long story but eventually, I ended up in South Carolina, and fell in love with a new and amazing guy.
We stayed together for about six months, when I decided a relationship was unhealthy until my divorce was legally finalized, and also I needed to get to know myself better and go to school.
I moved back to Colorado, and started school.
The thing is, after moving back home, I formed bad connections, fell in to bad temptations, and realized I was not doing well being single.
then in the midst of all of this my husband changed his mind and decided he wanted to stay married. Also, at the same time (the same day actually) the new guy told me he couldn't be without me and started begging me to come back.
I care very much about South Carolina boy, he is sweet, caring, protective funny, everything I could want and perfect for me.
My husband has also changed, he is working hard, feels horrible about leaving (says he got cold feet) and wants to go to counseling and fix things.
I want to be with south carolina boy
I feel like i should morally be with my husband.
I cant just give up both, I already tried, it was a disaster.
This post is a mess and is probably a stupid attempt at finding help, but I need to decide because the inner turmoil is driving me mad and I don't know where else to turn.
any advice or words from the lord would help,
seriously anything.
k sorry for this weird post, thankyou.
Hello, I'm Traci, I'm nineteen, a strong believer in Jesus, and i need help and advice BADLY.
I am torn in two directions, here is my problem:
I got married at eighteen to a man who I loved very much. We were married for six months, and then after leaving my family and moving across the country to Seattle WA with him, he left me.
I was heartbroken.
I moved home to Colorado to be near my family.
I stayed in Colorado a grand total of three days before God gave me this strange and very clear message to move. Its a long story but eventually, I ended up in South Carolina, and fell in love with a new and amazing guy.
We stayed together for about six months, when I decided a relationship was unhealthy until my divorce was legally finalized, and also I needed to get to know myself better and go to school.
I moved back to Colorado, and started school.
The thing is, after moving back home, I formed bad connections, fell in to bad temptations, and realized I was not doing well being single.
then in the midst of all of this my husband changed his mind and decided he wanted to stay married. Also, at the same time (the same day actually) the new guy told me he couldn't be without me and started begging me to come back.
I care very much about South Carolina boy, he is sweet, caring, protective funny, everything I could want and perfect for me.
My husband has also changed, he is working hard, feels horrible about leaving (says he got cold feet) and wants to go to counseling and fix things.
I want to be with south carolina boy
I feel like i should morally be with my husband.
I cant just give up both, I already tried, it was a disaster.
This post is a mess and is probably a stupid attempt at finding help, but I need to decide because the inner turmoil is driving me mad and I don't know where else to turn.
any advice or words from the lord would help,
seriously anything.
k sorry for this weird post, thankyou.