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I am one of those people thats said to have so much potential but yet to live up to it. Every area in my life is a loss or on the verg. My children have pulled away, my boyfriend is definitely considering breaking it off, my car is totaled, i totally mismanage money, I have to move, no one wants to rent to me because I haven't been good at paying bills,late or missing work.. Pos. Fired anytime...but hey I have my health lol. But really I never felt closer to God. He has been speaking through people, been blessed with unexpected money, i was place somewhere that i helped a dying person accept JESUS. Amazing thingshave been happening. I know with out a doubt my life is being revamped. Its no longer only mine. I know for a fact He will place me where I need to be. I know right now thibgs are shifting so I can be where He wants me.
Now because of my frivolous irresponsible ways alot of people dont want to rent to me. I totally understand i screwed up and have to be out tomorrow. I know God will provide.. Its in his time which I accept. Reepingwhat i sewnno one wants me because what i done. So it may be a poss.that what the Lord has for me will not be ready for tomorrow. I have no family or friends that want me and my 4 kids to stay until... Also my kids 16, 13, 7 and 8 mo will be totally hurt.. I know we will just do whats ness. I accet that what ever happens its my fault.
Sorry my question is as happy and honored all the work thats happening in and out of me. I am scare, i burst into tears.. I screwed my life up. I barely have money to move.. Im scared. Does this mean i lack faith? I mean i know He will provide and we will be in a better situation. Im scared of the unknown path i must take getting there. So again is my tears and fear a sign of lack of faith
Now because of my frivolous irresponsible ways alot of people dont want to rent to me. I totally understand i screwed up and have to be out tomorrow. I know God will provide.. Its in his time which I accept. Reepingwhat i sewnno one wants me because what i done. So it may be a poss.that what the Lord has for me will not be ready for tomorrow. I have no family or friends that want me and my 4 kids to stay until... Also my kids 16, 13, 7 and 8 mo will be totally hurt.. I know we will just do whats ness. I accet that what ever happens its my fault.
Sorry my question is as happy and honored all the work thats happening in and out of me. I am scare, i burst into tears.. I screwed my life up. I barely have money to move.. Im scared. Does this mean i lack faith? I mean i know He will provide and we will be in a better situation. Im scared of the unknown path i must take getting there. So again is my tears and fear a sign of lack of faith