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Hi all. I've been very lazy about my faith for most of my life. About a month ago, a speaker that I heard inspired me to do more with my faith, and to really start a relationship with God. So, I started reading the Bible nearly every day, I spoke with God more, and I actively tried to live my life according to what I said I believed. The problem is, I feel like I've gotten nowhere. And more disturbing still, I'm having more doubts about my faith than I've ever had. I've found that the more research I do on the Bible, the more I encounter arguments against Christianity, God, the resurrection of Jesus, the accuracy of the Bible, etc. Arguments from both sides certainly hold some weight, and it just results in confusion. I understand that I've only been putting forth any real effort for only about a month, but it's just disheartening the way things have gone. I've asked God to take over my life, to strengthen my faith, to help me discern his will, and to help me love others, but doubts remain. I'd like to believe in a God who has blessed me and has an immense presence in my life. I feel guilty for having so many doubts, but I can't pretend I don't have them.
Many Christians come to faith in their darkest moments. I've read testimony after testimony about totally broken people who experience this radical event where God intervenes and makes Himself clearly known to them. I beg God to let me know what they know, see what they see, and feel what they feel. Even if God has to strip away everything I care about, if it brings me to Him, it'll be worth it. I desperately want God to reveal himself to me. I guess I'd just like some prayers, and maybe a few words of advice or encouragement. Thanks to anyone who takes the time to read and/or respond.
P.S. I posted this on the Singles Forum because I hoped maybe more people would read it, not to mention the fact that I'm definitely WAY single, haha!
Many Christians come to faith in their darkest moments. I've read testimony after testimony about totally broken people who experience this radical event where God intervenes and makes Himself clearly known to them. I beg God to let me know what they know, see what they see, and feel what they feel. Even if God has to strip away everything I care about, if it brings me to Him, it'll be worth it. I desperately want God to reveal himself to me. I guess I'd just like some prayers, and maybe a few words of advice or encouragement. Thanks to anyone who takes the time to read and/or respond.
P.S. I posted this on the Singles Forum because I hoped maybe more people would read it, not to mention the fact that I'm definitely WAY single, haha!