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Recently the Lord has been taking me through a time of healing,and although I had once said I didnt care the Holy Spirit has been showing me the effects of not having my dad in my life.
He was never married to my mom and he has two other children which are pretty much the same age as me,he also had a step family with another woman.So as you can see dad was very busy,this left him breaking his promises towards me and putting more time and effort into his step family rather than his biological kids....
Holy Spirit showed me this was the root of the orphaned spirit that I was battling with.I felt a sense of abandonment and as though I wasnt good enough to be loved or fathered...
He is walking me through a process of healing right now,its very difficult,I have some up days where I want to face it all and other days which I just dont want to think about it...
Can anybody relate to this,or share their own experiences of their family leaving them or not fulfilling their responsibility,and how God has helped heal you from this??
He was never married to my mom and he has two other children which are pretty much the same age as me,he also had a step family with another woman.So as you can see dad was very busy,this left him breaking his promises towards me and putting more time and effort into his step family rather than his biological kids....
Holy Spirit showed me this was the root of the orphaned spirit that I was battling with.I felt a sense of abandonment and as though I wasnt good enough to be loved or fathered...
He is walking me through a process of healing right now,its very difficult,I have some up days where I want to face it all and other days which I just dont want to think about it...
Can anybody relate to this,or share their own experiences of their family leaving them or not fulfilling their responsibility,and how God has helped heal you from this??