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This year has been the worst year of my life. My husband was recently ordained as an Elder, but every since he has been hanging out with his old friends, drinking, smoking and partying. He has never been that type of man since he decided to except his call to ministry. Its as if a demonic spirit has come over him, trying to make him believe that this is the real him. He has even been sneaking of with an ex, he has left me and my daughter and wants a divorce. I recently moved to his home town and 6 months after he is trying to leave us.I feel so stupid bcuz I am doing all I can to save my marriage. We been going to counceling, but it like his heart is hardened to everything he's ever stood for and to God's word. At what point do I just give up, I believed so much that God would turn this around, I'm loosing faith and ready to give up. I just can't see why God would want my family to be split up. Please pray for my strength, my daughter is what keeps me moving.