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Well. I haven't posted on here in a long time. It was probably during my little 2 year downward spiral that i'm still pulling out of. Anyhow i'm now living on my own, well with 3 room mates. I rarely talk to them. Basically it's polite conversation. I'm living in a town where i know no one. I only go to class, out to eat, and to the store and then stay in my room the rest of the time. So i guess i thought i would try posting on here just reaching out to talk to people. I'm trying to get closer to God and fight my addiction but neither is going too well. I just really don't know what to do. Well i know what to do i need to start going to meetings again and find a church but i can't afford it with gas and my truck sucking down a quart of oil in 70 miles. That should be fixed soon, if it's not a deeper issue than i think.
So anyone have any thoughts or words of encouragement? I feel pathetic for even posting this but this beats the alternatives i could be doing and i know i gotta start reaching out somewhere since i can't physically because of money and cost. I try to read my Bible i have one and i just don't get into it. I haven't tried in a while but overall i guess i get bored with it. Maybe i'll get a boost from this thread because i'm dragging big time right now in every aspect other than school.
So anyone have any thoughts or words of encouragement? I feel pathetic for even posting this but this beats the alternatives i could be doing and i know i gotta start reaching out somewhere since i can't physically because of money and cost. I try to read my Bible i have one and i just don't get into it. I haven't tried in a while but overall i guess i get bored with it. Maybe i'll get a boost from this thread because i'm dragging big time right now in every aspect other than school.