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I don't know where to start. I've been married 9 years, and in that time I have been unfaithful. And I am ashame of it. My wife has stuck with me when I know she shouldn't have. We have no children together but she does have two daughters from a prior relationship and as well for me I have a daughter, too. In me I feel I am lost because I failed as a husband and a father to my daughter. I feel I gave more attentions to her kids than rather my own. And in the myths of my unfaithfulness, I'm going to be a father again. I know I need to tell my wife, and will break her heart, but if I can't be a father to my daughter what will in any different with my newborn. I just recently started going to church and praying to God, because my wife has given me that push, cause she started going before me. But I cannot see myself forgiving for all I have done, even though I know God has. It was easier for me to live life in anger, you see as child I was molested, and for the longest time no knew not even my family, but it was my wife who really got my trust and I told her. She is the one who told me seek God, to forgive the man who did wrong, that you would b at piece with yourself. It was hard but I did, but still at times feel angry at myself....and that is where I seek God to guide me.....seeking advice????