Ugly brings up some really good questions to ponder about marriage!
And if you really want a bf/gf so bad, then what is really controlling your life, God or your want for a partner? I know we all want a gf/bf because we think that they will make life better, but trust me it doesn't. If you aren't happy with yourself when being single, what would make you happy with yourself when you have a bf/gf?
Just some things to ask yourself and give some serious thought to.
Oh, and I totally agree with her^^^ too!