Lord this horrible mental disorder that my daughter has has kept us apart for 3 months of no contact by her.
I feel as Ive been raped by her disorder, she was the one pure, innocent ,decent and good thing in my life. I want that back God, there is no life here,my apt. isnt home anymore. I always said home is where the heart is. God my heart is out there somewhere walking around with out me. Heal her so she can function in life, when Im gone.
Please may I have some sort of sign as to what is going on. Each day I feel pieces of my soul being torn off of me.
I feel as if Im dying God, thats fine,but let me see her before I go and hold her and tell her how much Ive always loved her. Then just take me instead of this chipping away at me day by day,bit by bit.
Please God, I cant take the torment anymore. Help us.Smile on us,give my baby back to me.
Amen
I feel as Ive been raped by her disorder, she was the one pure, innocent ,decent and good thing in my life. I want that back God, there is no life here,my apt. isnt home anymore. I always said home is where the heart is. God my heart is out there somewhere walking around with out me. Heal her so she can function in life, when Im gone.
Please may I have some sort of sign as to what is going on. Each day I feel pieces of my soul being torn off of me.
I feel as if Im dying God, thats fine,but let me see her before I go and hold her and tell her how much Ive always loved her. Then just take me instead of this chipping away at me day by day,bit by bit.
Please God, I cant take the torment anymore. Help us.Smile on us,give my baby back to me.
Amen