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Hello everyone.
I am new here, this is my third day. I am still learning how to use this site. I have been through so much in life and I just want to say how wonderful our Lord is. Out of all the bad that has happened God had turned it into good. We have a choice in life, we can either choose God or Satan. We can let the bad things consume us or we can do good with the bad. I am a stay at home housewife, I suffer depression and Leukemia. Depression runs on my Mom's side of the family, but I will not let it get me. I do my best to deal with it and give it to God to let Him take care of the depression. My Mother committed suicide July 4th 1976, she had so many issues. Through her death she has saved my life. There were times in my life that I did think about the same thing but I know the pain that it leaves behind and I would never do that to my husband and children. I will not give up. As far as the Leukemia goes, it is in God's hand. I do not worry about it. I will do what I need to do for treatment when it is time and give it to God. This is my second time with cancer. It hurts me so bad when people say " well, if there is a God then why do bad things happen?" You know, God lets life happen. Evil comes from Satan. What about all the pain and suffering Jesus went through? And Jesus chose to be born human to walk this Earth to be sacrificed for us! And in the end Jesus said " Father, forgive them, because the don't know what they are doing." Luke 23: 34 Since Jesus suffered for us I am happy to suffer for Him. In the end it will be worth it all. Amen
I am new here, this is my third day. I am still learning how to use this site. I have been through so much in life and I just want to say how wonderful our Lord is. Out of all the bad that has happened God had turned it into good. We have a choice in life, we can either choose God or Satan. We can let the bad things consume us or we can do good with the bad. I am a stay at home housewife, I suffer depression and Leukemia. Depression runs on my Mom's side of the family, but I will not let it get me. I do my best to deal with it and give it to God to let Him take care of the depression. My Mother committed suicide July 4th 1976, she had so many issues. Through her death she has saved my life. There were times in my life that I did think about the same thing but I know the pain that it leaves behind and I would never do that to my husband and children. I will not give up. As far as the Leukemia goes, it is in God's hand. I do not worry about it. I will do what I need to do for treatment when it is time and give it to God. This is my second time with cancer. It hurts me so bad when people say " well, if there is a God then why do bad things happen?" You know, God lets life happen. Evil comes from Satan. What about all the pain and suffering Jesus went through? And Jesus chose to be born human to walk this Earth to be sacrificed for us! And in the end Jesus said " Father, forgive them, because the don't know what they are doing." Luke 23: 34 Since Jesus suffered for us I am happy to suffer for Him. In the end it will be worth it all. Amen