I am currently watching my husband having a bad day, he's very agitated and exhausted. I believe he does have brain damage from his last stroke, and he gets really worked up. But I'm patient. He's asleep now, and I'm leaving him. Recently we viewed a bungalow in my parents village, it's a rented one. But unfortunately my husband saw in five minutes how bad the area was. Also there was undesirable people hanging around. It's upset us that my parents can't see what we saw. So I'm back again on my own with my faith. Life can be tough. When we need a hug it's never there, or even someone to listen. I feel I have to cope alot on my own especially with knowing my husband has terminal cancer. His pain his evidence in his tummy, and it's always been swollen. I try hard to be a good person, but even my own family can't see why I've declined that bungalow. It's hard. I just pray that God can see my hurt at life. Amen