J
After nearly 2 years of praying, hoping, a lot of pain and tears, and some happy times... I received the answer I had been waiting for, and it was "no". I do not blame God in any way and I know He is perfect and just... but I am just too tired and beat down. I barely survived these nearly 2 years of waiting... but now that I have received the answer, my life looks like it will only get worse. It was my choices and my sin that caused my life to turn out this way but I just do not have the ability to "hang in there," "be strong," or "keep your head up". I also do not know HOW to "rest in the Lord," "rely on His strength," or "take comfort in Him".
I do want to thank the many of you on here who responded to my prayer requests and prayed for me during this time... I greatly appreciate your concern and support. Take care.
I do want to thank the many of you on here who responded to my prayer requests and prayed for me during this time... I greatly appreciate your concern and support. Take care.