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I have read the bible, I have heard it preached to me my whole life, I have worked hard at trying to live for God. But here is the thing, as much as the Christians have convictions and what seems to be proofs of his existance, and that he actually cares about the people on this planet, other beliefs have their own as well, and it is just as strong for them. But honestly it has always been more of a burden to try and live by every single law in the bible, I am a good person, I care about others and want to help people. Again, I have not completely discarded the idea that their is a God, because to me Evolution does not make any since at all. But even if there is a God, I just have not seen that he lovesthe people on earth, not just from my experiences, but from my friends and families as well. And honestly the Christians are so much more judgmental than anyone I've ever seen!!!! I have found much more people accept me for who I am outside of the church world, of course my best friend is a Christian, but she is not judgemental because she has been judged by the church world for alot of the same things as me. The only time the people in the church world accepts me is when I hide who I really am from them with what I know they want to see from a preachers daughter. But anyways over all, I am open for God to show me his existance and that he cares, but he hasn't. I still read the bible, and my dad is really into studying church history, and has me read alot of books about it. I understand where Christianity comes from.