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Brothers and sisters,
I ask you for prayers this night. My heart is heavy from years of wrong choices. God has been so good to me, and I have forgotten Him so many time. He gave me a wonderful family, though I couldn't see it when I was younger. I thought my parents were too strict, and I rebelled at every turn. Now I am 30 years old, and my heart is heavy. There are things I cannot change at this point. I feel any testimony I had for Christ is gone. My loneliness has got the best of me over the years, always turning to the the wrong places. Many broken relationships behind me. I don't know how to change at this point. The truth of Christ has never left my heart, but I really fell this last year. I had turned away in the past and turned back again, but this last year felt like the lowest. I fell into all the places I once believed Jesus had saved me from. Now my heart is broken. I call to him, but I keep stumbling every day. There are moments I feel at peace, and feel I can accept life as it is, but then I long for more. I long for Him, and I feel so far away. I know there are so many others out there with greater weights to carry than mine. I just want to stand again and live in Christ. Sending love to all of you.
I ask you for prayers this night. My heart is heavy from years of wrong choices. God has been so good to me, and I have forgotten Him so many time. He gave me a wonderful family, though I couldn't see it when I was younger. I thought my parents were too strict, and I rebelled at every turn. Now I am 30 years old, and my heart is heavy. There are things I cannot change at this point. I feel any testimony I had for Christ is gone. My loneliness has got the best of me over the years, always turning to the the wrong places. Many broken relationships behind me. I don't know how to change at this point. The truth of Christ has never left my heart, but I really fell this last year. I had turned away in the past and turned back again, but this last year felt like the lowest. I fell into all the places I once believed Jesus had saved me from. Now my heart is broken. I call to him, but I keep stumbling every day. There are moments I feel at peace, and feel I can accept life as it is, but then I long for more. I long for Him, and I feel so far away. I know there are so many others out there with greater weights to carry than mine. I just want to stand again and live in Christ. Sending love to all of you.
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