I fear I have denied Christ because I lied about what the ring I wear truly means. I wear a ring on my wedding finger because to me it means that I am first married to Jesus. No other man can have my heart until they truly know the lord themselves. Anyway a girl I am friends with asked me what the ring I was wearing was because I assume she thought it was an engagement from my boyfriend. So I silent for a second before I answered and told her it was a purity ring. I was scared she would make fun of me for saying it was a ring that meant that I was first married to Jesus. Does this mean I have denied him for lying and being afraid to speak his name. I am very scared I have lost my salvation. I have repented so many times so now do I need to be baptized again? Have I backslide on the Lord?