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This is the hardest time in my life...
1. I am trying to get out of an abusive marriage of 11 years. He was abusive to my older daughters and myself..I have tried to leave many times before though every time he messes with me, my job, the kids and any other way he won't leave me alone unitl he has his way therefore..in the past it was too much pressure. I am divorcing him now though I am going through it all over again and last week he called the cops on me for know reason and I am still sooo upset and I just want him to leave me ALONE.
2. My older children are still having a hard time with the abuse...my 13 yr old has been hurting herself and I had to put her in the hospital multiple times in the past couple of months and was suicidal. My 14 year old is very defient, wanting to run away and starting to drink. My younger children are weepy and don't understand why their dad is tell them "mommy is bad"when he is supposed to be "visiting them at school lunch".
It been really tough trying to keep my abusive ex away and at the same time try and console and support my children when I feel I also get the wrath from them too because I stayed when I should have left. I am trying to love them through it though most the time I feel so hopeless and don't know what to do other then pray...Please pray that Satan will flee from me and my children and healing and restoration will continue.!
Thank you and God Bless
1. I am trying to get out of an abusive marriage of 11 years. He was abusive to my older daughters and myself..I have tried to leave many times before though every time he messes with me, my job, the kids and any other way he won't leave me alone unitl he has his way therefore..in the past it was too much pressure. I am divorcing him now though I am going through it all over again and last week he called the cops on me for know reason and I am still sooo upset and I just want him to leave me ALONE.
2. My older children are still having a hard time with the abuse...my 13 yr old has been hurting herself and I had to put her in the hospital multiple times in the past couple of months and was suicidal. My 14 year old is very defient, wanting to run away and starting to drink. My younger children are weepy and don't understand why their dad is tell them "mommy is bad"when he is supposed to be "visiting them at school lunch".
It been really tough trying to keep my abusive ex away and at the same time try and console and support my children when I feel I also get the wrath from them too because I stayed when I should have left. I am trying to love them through it though most the time I feel so hopeless and don't know what to do other then pray...Please pray that Satan will flee from me and my children and healing and restoration will continue.!
Thank you and God Bless