I was wondering something, how come we are physically seperated from God? I mean I know that we live in seperate worlds obviously I cannot go to him but what is stopping him from coming to me? See last night out of nowhere for reasons I have no clue I was overcome with deep sadness and hopelessness the second I lay in my bed. I felt a deep pain in my soul i mean it really hurt, and more than anything i wanted jesus to suddenly appear and hold me in his arms. in my tears I put my hand on my cheek imagining the hand I wished was there, I needed to not just feel his hand there but physically see it.
But of course jesus didnt appear and the only hand i could on my cheek was my own. I am better now I still i have no idea why i was suddenly overcome by that but it makes me wonder why he never comes and appears to us. I mean it would be so wonderful if occasionally he would just show up and I could actually wrap my arms around him talk with him and you know spend time time with him. I know he says he is always wth us but do most of us actually fully believe that? does it really seem like he is standing right beside us? Believe me I have faith and usually i am strong like a warrior but in the end I m just a child who longs for his father and his jesus. Sure I pretend to be a warrior i fight and kill invisable flighter jets while jesus watches me play and laughes but at the end of the day when I have destroyed the enemy saved the world and the princess I yawn and curl up in my lords arms where I belong.
This life and me is simply a game im not really a warrior im just pretending im really just a child in the end I dont care about honor or glory or treasure I only care about curling up in his arms
But of course jesus didnt appear and the only hand i could on my cheek was my own. I am better now I still i have no idea why i was suddenly overcome by that but it makes me wonder why he never comes and appears to us. I mean it would be so wonderful if occasionally he would just show up and I could actually wrap my arms around him talk with him and you know spend time time with him. I know he says he is always wth us but do most of us actually fully believe that? does it really seem like he is standing right beside us? Believe me I have faith and usually i am strong like a warrior but in the end I m just a child who longs for his father and his jesus. Sure I pretend to be a warrior i fight and kill invisable flighter jets while jesus watches me play and laughes but at the end of the day when I have destroyed the enemy saved the world and the princess I yawn and curl up in my lords arms where I belong.
This life and me is simply a game im not really a warrior im just pretending im really just a child in the end I dont care about honor or glory or treasure I only care about curling up in his arms