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i need help. encouragement. advice. support... something.
im 18 years old. i will be 19 in a few weeks actually. i have worked at mcdonalds for the past three years, basically. i have gained so much weight. i never really was happy with my weight before, but i was never actually overweight like i am now. well in the past few months ive picked up smoking.... well in the past week...anytime i get hungry i will go smoke a cigarette and try to convince myself im not hungry. usually it will work but sometimes i still have to get something to eat... when i do it is very little tho. i know this is really unhealthy... but i hate myself anymore. and ya. help me?
im 18 years old. i will be 19 in a few weeks actually. i have worked at mcdonalds for the past three years, basically. i have gained so much weight. i never really was happy with my weight before, but i was never actually overweight like i am now. well in the past few months ive picked up smoking.... well in the past week...anytime i get hungry i will go smoke a cigarette and try to convince myself im not hungry. usually it will work but sometimes i still have to get something to eat... when i do it is very little tho. i know this is really unhealthy... but i hate myself anymore. and ya. help me?