Thanks so much! I have never had to endure such pain and heartbreak that I am going thru and that the trust I once shared with my husband has been shattered. It means so much to have so many caring people here. I am one who has gone thru feeling alone and being a loner. I have been able to work on myself so that I can put up a front to get thru life. My daughter suffers from social anxiety and she is such a beautiful young lady. You couldn't tell on the outside, because she is a dancer, but inside she hurts. This hasn't helped her. I always thing though that I have God and am thankful that he is here with me. I am trying to turn all my worries over to him. Its hard to not be in control though. Its scary to trust too. Have a blessed day!