Dear Phoenix77
I would like to encourage you with the famous Psalms 23.
Psalms 23:2 He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. 23:4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
Through the above scriptures God spoke to me and was inspired afterwards.
God wants us to experience the peace above all else.
Stay blessed