J
I'm mentally ill. I have paranoid schizophrenia. I've had all these hallucinations stemming from my early childhood that basically had Satan and all his Dark Angels disguise themselves as true christians and angels of light. They all tried to make me look like the devil, because of my sinning, and they tried to destroy me.
It all began after I was born in 1981. I had a long reality break with a string of hallucinations. I dreamed while I was wide awake about being a little boy whom had terrible sins coming from me, and they were coming from the future. It all started when I would wake up from bed, and go out to meet my family in the living room, and I would hear voices telling me that in order to become a true christian, I had to be a vegetarian, and that I had to pick up my data in order to move on. They told me that they found my sins coming from the future. Adultery, coveting, marriage sinning, love sinning, faithraping, lust, and desires of the flesh.
Constantly, the two people who I thought were my parents would leave me behind to allegedly go to heaven, and many times, I thought and felt like I had no hope.
TBC later.
It all began after I was born in 1981. I had a long reality break with a string of hallucinations. I dreamed while I was wide awake about being a little boy whom had terrible sins coming from me, and they were coming from the future. It all started when I would wake up from bed, and go out to meet my family in the living room, and I would hear voices telling me that in order to become a true christian, I had to be a vegetarian, and that I had to pick up my data in order to move on. They told me that they found my sins coming from the future. Adultery, coveting, marriage sinning, love sinning, faithraping, lust, and desires of the flesh.
Constantly, the two people who I thought were my parents would leave me behind to allegedly go to heaven, and many times, I thought and felt like I had no hope.
TBC later.