i want to learn how to feel the holy ghost without tampering with my emotions i do not want to keep telling my self over and over jesus jesus ! or seriously telling my mind to believe in something because that would be manipulating my self.
i just want some over whelming feeling something powerful and spiritual to come within me without me tampering with my emotions to do it. i want it naturally to happen so i can actually believe it my self i just some type of spirit to know for sure that there is really something out there sometimes when i pray i just think am i talking to my own conscious i even laugh sometimes because i feel weird. i wish there was a way i can be answered to very clear so i know hes here
I am sorry for all the confussion you are going to get here. I am not going to help. I believe you are an honest person who just wants to know for sure. There is nothing wrong with that. Emotions is I believe what people feel. If I am wrong God will take care of that on the day of jusgement. I have a friend who is if you can believe it less educated than me. However he is a good person. He's of the HS persusion. I asked him one day have you ever spoken in tongs, No, he said, I said why not? He said the Lord has not come upon me. He's a good person, wants to do right, Till he feels enough pressure he probaly will never speak in toungs. HE HONEST WITH HIMSELF! I think you are too. Its a RUSH, like winning a big ball game. Maybe a child is born, whatever, it taked to excit you. I can cry pretty easy, I don't want to, but I can cry at something Happy or Sad. My kids hate it. They are like there mother. Does that make me MORE carring and Loving that some others? Will I would like to think it does...LoL But, it don't, I don't know anyone who loves their Mon and Dad more than my wife. Feeling are not a safe guide. Paul in all good consinece thought he was doing the right thing by killing christians. Or did he just put them in jail?
Bottom line those felling are not from God directly. In the long run everything is from God. Keep studying your bible.