Welcome to CC, HSV,
I will pray for you, as we believe together that 1 Pet. 2:24 and Is. 53:5 are true:
"He himself bore our sins in his body on the tree, so that we might die to sins and live for righteousness; by his wounds you have been healed."
"But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was upon him, and by his wounds we are healed."