I do not know why but there is some sort of hurt inside what feels like my soul. I am usualy so on fire for god, and always ready to cheer others up and give hope. But now i feel like my strength is fading, I was hit with a massive wave of confusion ystereday and tried to recover from it by asking god for help. the confusion is gone but i feel so weak inside, I cannot seem to get back to my old self and i miss it. If this is a test of my faith that could be why i am trying so hard to hang on to the last bit of faith i have, and this is one of the worst storms i have ever been through. the last one i had like this weakened my trust and faith in god for a long time and i really do not want this to happen again.