It's hard to be married to an unbeliever. We were both unbelievers when we got married, but in 2012 I accepted Jesus into my heart. He believes in God, but flees from Jesus. It's very hard for me to trust my husband, I have never really been able to trust him at all. Cheating, pornography, lies, secrets, deception, and he almost stole some dog food from Walmart, but he thought better of it and paid for it after saying that he almost "forgot" it on the cart. This has all happened just in two years alone, let alone whatever else went on in the previous years. The sad thing is, is my husband sponsors men in AA. I see all of this going on in his life, but he is trying to lead men to have a relationship with God of their own understanding(that's how it is in AA). I pray for my husbands salvation, and it hurts my heart to see what is going on.
The best thing I can do is dig deeper into my faith in Christ, and get more involved in my church. I have found that when I praise God in everything, things are easier to get through. Having a church family gives me other believers to rely on-we are striving towards the same goal, and what a fabulous goal that is!! I want to thank you all for being on here. I would like to hear from you, especially if you have similar experiences.
The best thing I can do is dig deeper into my faith in Christ, and get more involved in my church. I have found that when I praise God in everything, things are easier to get through. Having a church family gives me other believers to rely on-we are striving towards the same goal, and what a fabulous goal that is!! I want to thank you all for being on here. I would like to hear from you, especially if you have similar experiences.